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"Guys,if she's amazing, she won't be easy.
If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worthy."
About Me
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Vivian Zhang, is what they call me . Sophomore this year, at Woodbridge College .
Born in the '94 era, 318 is when i celebrate my birthday , blew fifteen candles on the cake this year .
I speak and understand cantonese, english, mandarin . I am learning french and attempting to learn japanese myself . I wish to speak as many languages as possible .
I'm Chinese and Vietnamese mixed, and clearly, im deeply influenced by the asian entertainment .
♫ Taiwanese and Korean Pop music is what i listen to most .
Fahrenheit, S.H.E, Jay Chou are love♥ . This is the fact that i am obsessed with Fahrenheit and Jay Chou ;D .
I absolutely adore Aaron Yan and Jiro Wang, they are such eye candies ♥.
Jay Chou is a person that i can truely say that he is my idol. He gave me the power to play the piano :) .
And ofcourse, Show Luo is my inspirationღ .
Aside from that, i am a drama addict . yes, it is what i do on my free time: watching asian dramas online .
from hong kong tvb dramas, taiwanese idol dramas, to japanese and korean dramas ive watched most of them .
What else can i say ? I'm a FOB ;D
I reside in the GTA, Woodbridge to be exact .From the then to now, I have learned so much from other people. I'm trying my hardest to live in the present and not in the past, looking forward and not looking back .
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Avatars by lovelyable.
It's those little things ..
Reminders
to buy - ۰G-Star Jacket
۰clothes&belts
۰green, silver, purple, yellow chucks
to watch -
۰Coffee Prince
۰Clue Collectors
۰Orange days
۰Mars
۰Calling Big Star
Quotes
{ MY life is like a flower that hasn't bloomed yetFrom the start of this youth,
I want to treasure it and have no regrets
WHAT'S wrong with falling down?
You can always stand up again.
FARAWAY, to a place where there are no tears left to cry.
EVERYONE feels pain.
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals
With life, it's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a teasure
Let's believe in that.
WHEN my existence seems to disappear
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I'll deliberate slowly,
I won't be impatient
I won't be greedy
I won't give up
because everyone takes things step by step. } --1 Litre of Tears .
I want to see you, and with the mere thought of you, I smiled silly .. you made me into a fool --
YOU make me smile inside, whenever I see you, I may look like an idiot, but my face & my heart smiles as well . --
IF you every feel like letting go, I won't let you fall . --
THE sky should have been the same as always seemed like a totally different one. --Koizora
LIFE without friends is like life without sunlight . --Aaron Yan
Never shed a tear for the stress from work, because it's your choice! --Jiro Wang
You can use love to gain the whole world, you can also use hate to lose the whole world. --Aaron Yan
Follow the notes upon the journey.
At first sight marks one's destiny.
Upon the voyage come to an end.
Return lies within hasty keys. --Unspeakable Secret.
Music is power. It makes us cry, it makes us laugh, it makes us feel in invincable, it makes feel weak. It stimulates our emotions to something we cannot describe. It inspires us to do things no one else could talk us into. It is a mysteriously elegant way to simply say, "live." Music is always the answer. Now all we need to do is find the question. --
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Friday, May 22, 2009 8:02 PM
OO1—so much to say ..
i have so many things to say .. but i dont have to courage to go up to you & tell you ..
so here it is !
Dear Person A; i know that i gave you a hard time, im not sure if i really made you happy in those days we were together .. but what im sure is that those little short moments being with you will be in my mind forever . i tried forgetting them, even forgetting you . but i cant .. i think you are the first person that actually made me feel like this .. i dont know how or why or what . but i really do love you . & people tell me at this age we really dont know what love is & i agree with them . what is love, really ? i dont know .. but we all use this word "love" to express our selves .. its been more then a month now .. i remember before that day , i said those three words .. and i meant it . remember when you asked me if i really love you ? in my head the answer was yes , i do . but now .. what does it mean to you ? im really curious . i know you hate me answering "i dont know" but .. i really dont know .. im so sorry . im so sorry for everything .. you can still tell im not over you , that i dont want to let you go , that i want you , that i miss you .. but its all broken apart, all lost . all gone . the truth is , i really dont want to let you go . and i really dont know why i let you go in the first place . and now , im suffering all by myself .. crying alone at night , walking alone , being all by myself . and you said that i leave people not people leaving me ? .. you were right . i did leave you . and now, karma hits back at me . leaving me all alone crying like a fool every single day . but thank you .. in these four abnormal months .. you made my life colourful , and you gave me that happiness i didnt have . for the one millionth time , im sorry .
"I'm not going to let you go until you let go first ."-Kang Hye Won from Full House
"I cry foolishly alone"-Lee Yul from Goong
♫currently listening to:
Ye Zi (Leaf) - Ah Sang .<3
"I cry foolishly alone"-Lee Yul from Goong
hahah .. i have a lot of things to say to so many people .. soo maybe another one tmw la ?
♫currently listening to:
Ye Zi (Leaf) - Ah Sang .<3
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