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to buy -
۰G-Star Jacket
۰juicy/coach wallet/coach wristlet
۰Fahrenheit "Beginning" Book !
۰clothes&belts
۰green, silver, purple, yellow chucks
to watch -
۰Full House
۰Coffee Prince
۰Clue Collectors
۰My Girl♥
۰Orange days
۰Mars
۰Calling Big Star

{ MY life is like a flower that hasn't bloomed yet
From the start of this youth,
I want to treasure it and have no regrets

WHAT'S wrong with falling down?
You can always stand up again.

FARAWAY, to a place where there are no tears left to cry.

EVERYONE feels pain.
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals
With life, it's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a teasure
Let's believe in that.

WHEN my existence seems to disappear
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I'll deliberate slowly,
I won't be impatient
I won't be greedy
I won't give up
because everyone takes things step by step. } --1 Litre of Tears .

I want to see you, and with the mere thought of you, I smiled silly .. you made me into a fool --

YOU make me smile inside, whenever I see you, I may look like an idiot, but my face & my heart smiles as well . --

IF you every feel like letting go, I won't let you fall . --

THE sky should have been the same as always seemed like a totally different one. --Koizora

LIFE without friends is like life without sunlight . --Aaron Yan

Never shed a tear for the stress from work, because it's your choice! --Jiro Wang

You can use love to gain the whole world, you can also use hate to lose the whole world. --Aaron Yan

Follow the notes upon the journey.
At first sight marks one's destiny.
Upon the voyage come to an end.
Return lies within hasty keys. --Unspeakable Secret.

Music is power. It makes us cry, it makes us laugh, it makes us feel in invincable, it makes feel weak. It stimulates our emotions to something we cannot describe. It inspires us to do things no one else could talk us into. It is a mysteriously elegant way to simply say, "live." Music is always the answer. Now all we need to do is find the question. --

May 2009
June 2009
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October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010

I want to yell and scream at the top of my lungs so that you'll listen to me. I want to jump and feel the rush of the winds against my body so that you'll notice me. I want to cry so hard it floods my entire house so you'll rescue me. I want you to be on the other side of the world, just so I can walk across the seven seas and run towards you. I want to rip my heart out of my chest and slam it on your front door, so you can feel it beating and know it's real. I want to whisper my dreams, thoughts and deepest secrets in your ears again so that you'll know I still trust you. I want to punch my glass window, so that at least my heart won't be the only thing that's broken. I want to replay our song over and over a million times so you know I'm thinking about you. I want to paint you a picture perfect of us on a beautiful blank canvas, so you can frame it for me. I want to blow you a thousand kisses, just so you can reach out for me and catch it once. I want it to rain today, where the clouds can gather so you can help me leap and find my way back to cloud nine. I want a million dollars, all stacked in blue five dollar bills so I could make each and every one of them into little hearts for you. I want to be so angry with you, just so you could calm my soul with just one kiss. I want there to be a mob of hungry bitches between you and I, so I could fight and claw my way through them to prove to you how loyal I am. I want to be able to show you how serious and real the pain is, so you could ease it. And as sick as it may seem, a part of me wants you to keep hurting me, just so I can give you the best of me at our worst. Isn't that what love is? To be completely blinded and addicted to the high that you unwilling find yourself in a never-ending circle of the most unbearable circumstances, yet still believe deep down that the both of you'll be able to pull through because in the mist of all the hurt you know that the effort is worth it.

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There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time, not to the time that you first met, but to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feelings so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts become invisible. It’s still there, but no one knows. Like a love letter you didn’t show. And you’re hurting no one but yourself.

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The only reason people hold onto memories so tight because memories are the only thing that don't change when everything else does.

I'm STUPID, because sometimes I'm wrong.
I'm a LIAR, because i don't tell you everything.
I'm a SLUUTT, because i like boys.
I'm WEIRD, because I'm not like you.
I'm FAKE, because most of the time I'm happy.
I'm DONE, being labeled.

We hide so we can be found, we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see
who will wipe away our tears, we put up walls to see who will care enough to break
them down, and we let our hearts get broken, to see who will come and fix them.

everything you imagine is real.
good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
life isn't about finding yourself. it's about creating yourself
you've got enemies because you've stood up for something in your life.
things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right.
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
originality: when everyone is somebody, then no one's anybody.

you aren't going to be his first ,
and you aren't going to be his last or his only .
he has loved before , and he may love again .
but if he says he loves you now , what else matters ?
he isn't perfect , you aren't either .
but if he can make you laugh ,
hold onto you & all your worries go away ,
and is not afraid to show his love ,
hold on to him and give him the best you can .
he's not going to quote poetry ,
he's not going to think about you every moment ,
but he will trust and love you ,
and give you apart of him that you'll have an ability to break .
don't hurt him , don't try to change him ,
and don't expect more than he can give .
don't over-analyze , smile when he makes you happy ,
let him know when he makes you mad ,
and miss him when he's not there .
hold on to him , appreciate him just like he should to you .
because before you know it , he might only be a memory .

I can't set my hopes too high, cause every hello ends with a goodbye.
Don't be a guy; the world is full of guys. Be a man.

"Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You."
" No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry. "
- anonymous

" Boys are like stars,
there are millions of them out there,
but only one can make your dreams come true. "

" Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt. "

" We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. "

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on; One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her... "

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