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"Guys,if she's amazing, she won't be easy.
If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worthy."
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Vivian Zhang, is what they call me . Sophomore this year, at Woodbridge College .
Born in the '94 era, 318 is when i celebrate my birthday , blew fifteen candles on the cake this year .
I speak and understand cantonese, english, mandarin . I am learning french and attempting to learn japanese myself . I wish to speak as many languages as possible .
I'm Chinese and Vietnamese mixed, and clearly, im deeply influenced by the asian entertainment .
♫ Taiwanese and Korean Pop music is what i listen to most .
Fahrenheit, S.H.E, Jay Chou are love♥ . This is the fact that i am obsessed with Fahrenheit and Jay Chou ;D .
I absolutely adore Aaron Yan and Jiro Wang, they are such eye candies ♥.
Jay Chou is a person that i can truely say that he is my idol. He gave me the power to play the piano :) .
And ofcourse, Show Luo is my inspirationღ .
Aside from that, i am a drama addict . yes, it is what i do on my free time: watching asian dramas online .
from hong kong tvb dramas, taiwanese idol dramas, to japanese and korean dramas ive watched most of them .
What else can i say ? I'm a FOB ;D
I reside in the GTA, Woodbridge to be exact .From the then to now, I have learned so much from other people. I'm trying my hardest to live in the present and not in the past, looking forward and not looking back .
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to buy - ۰G-Star Jacket
۰clothes&belts
۰green, silver, purple, yellow chucks
to watch -
۰Coffee Prince
۰Clue Collectors
۰Orange days
۰Mars
۰Calling Big Star
Quotes
{ MY life is like a flower that hasn't bloomed yetFrom the start of this youth,
I want to treasure it and have no regrets
WHAT'S wrong with falling down?
You can always stand up again.
FARAWAY, to a place where there are no tears left to cry.
EVERYONE feels pain.
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals
With life, it's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a teasure
Let's believe in that.
WHEN my existence seems to disappear
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I'll deliberate slowly,
I won't be impatient
I won't be greedy
I won't give up
because everyone takes things step by step. } --1 Litre of Tears .
I want to see you, and with the mere thought of you, I smiled silly .. you made me into a fool --
YOU make me smile inside, whenever I see you, I may look like an idiot, but my face & my heart smiles as well . --
IF you every feel like letting go, I won't let you fall . --
THE sky should have been the same as always seemed like a totally different one. --Koizora
LIFE without friends is like life without sunlight . --Aaron Yan
Never shed a tear for the stress from work, because it's your choice! --Jiro Wang
You can use love to gain the whole world, you can also use hate to lose the whole world. --Aaron Yan
Follow the notes upon the journey.
At first sight marks one's destiny.
Upon the voyage come to an end.
Return lies within hasty keys. --Unspeakable Secret.
Music is power. It makes us cry, it makes us laugh, it makes us feel in invincable, it makes feel weak. It stimulates our emotions to something we cannot describe. It inspires us to do things no one else could talk us into. It is a mysteriously elegant way to simply say, "live." Music is always the answer. Now all we need to do is find the question. --
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 7:18 PM
OO8 — Be happy everyday and keep the troubles and worries away
this past week was so horrible for me ;( studying for two exams.. stressing over business now french .. stressing about piano . having mixed emotions .. still loving him yet starting to feel were parting away and hes a whole different person .. that person i will soon to hate . friends coming and go .. family caring way too over for you .. not studying and playing maplestory + dramaing LOL !
aiya .. so much is happening in soo little time .. whats happening in 2009 ? what have i got myself into ?! aiyaa ;( well finally tmws going to be the last day for me .. while right after i will face some pain .. braces .. elastics ?!
riiiiight ..~ anyways so ive been playing maplestory LOL . pretty fun .. its actually only okay right now .. =.==
& im just hoping .. just hoping that everything will go back to normal .. or i will press the reset button and restart everything over and not talk to him or know him at all .
im sure i can do that .. right ? :)
having sucha bad day .. just thought that i should update my blog :D which will also make me feel better cos im putting all my thoughts down somewhere instead of just making it spinning around my head ;]
anyways .. id like to tell this one person to stop trying because whatever youre doing wont work because im not going to fall for you again . i will also wish you good luck on trying to find "the one" because i know that wont be me and ill be far away from you . but nice try on trying to make me feel .. jealous ? cos im not .. youre just making me hate you . but im trying very hard not to hate . kkthanks .
anyways the title "Be happy everyday and keep the troubles and worries away" really changed my day just now :) because its S.H.E's ella's 28th birthday ! so id like to wish her a happy birthday .. and her family really loves her .. this title wash taken from her blog which was a line that her dad sent her over SMS for her birthday ! it think that is really touching <3
i love you ella ! jia yo S.H.E ;D
andd .. fahrenheit +jay chou ;)<3
ღvzhang
Saturday, June 6, 2009 6:56 PM
OO7—you'll be blessed !
hello everyone :) finished the drama my girl .. freaking awesomee♥ & the movie UP is freaking amazing ♥ ;) havent posted something for awhile .. because i had 3 of my teeth pulled out last saturday .. been in so much pain . i finally said those words .. "i decided to let him go ." i donno if im in denial or what .. im like fooling myself . but whatelse can i do right ? it was over a loooooooooong time ago .. and , whats there to do ? nothing . and im going to avoid him as much as i can .. because i dont want everything to replay again . not this time . anyways ! so like right now ive been eating .. or drinking soup for a whole week .. i cant eat proper food . like i miss sushi, & everything elsee ! omg ;( i know i can chew . i dont need anyone to tell me that, but it hurts when i chew . like seriously, i hate when people think they know you more then yourself . i think i know myself the best ey ? if i say i cant chew, i cant chew . then stop bothering me about how i can chew . like stfu & gtfo . & i also hate how theyre like going into your business and taking it over when they cant even take care of theyre own business . i think i am capable enough to do it myself tyvm . =.= and another thing is that how some people think im very quiet, innocent, stupid, & dumb . kay thats how i am and everything .. but really you should know better of me im not THAT stupid . i can tell what youre trying to do . im just not saying it straight to your face to make everything awkward . nice try tho . you wont suceed this time . like seriously, do they really have to act as if nothing has happened ? and they make it sound so nice that its almost unbeliveable . seriously , these people have to think it over . im so tired of them and their actions . if theyve given up, shouldnt they stop this foolish act ?
ahahah ! im done renting about most of the stuff .. now i just have to go on with about 8 more days of school :D 2 oral summatives & an art summative to do this week . gotta finish la ! ;( then exams ! then summaaaaaaaaaaaah love !<3
& wish upon a shooting star ★彡
♫♥Ai wo bei zhou
ღvzhang