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"Guys,if she's amazing, she won't be easy.
If she's easy, she won't be amazing.
If she's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worthy."
About Me
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Vivian Zhang, is what they call me . Sophomore this year, at Woodbridge College .
Born in the '94 era, 318 is when i celebrate my birthday , blew fifteen candles on the cake this year .
I speak and understand cantonese, english, mandarin . I am learning french and attempting to learn japanese myself . I wish to speak as many languages as possible .
I'm Chinese and Vietnamese mixed, and clearly, im deeply influenced by the asian entertainment .
♫ Taiwanese and Korean Pop music is what i listen to most .
Fahrenheit, S.H.E, Jay Chou are love♥ . This is the fact that i am obsessed with Fahrenheit and Jay Chou ;D .
I absolutely adore Aaron Yan and Jiro Wang, they are such eye candies ♥.
Jay Chou is a person that i can truely say that he is my idol. He gave me the power to play the piano :) .
And ofcourse, Show Luo is my inspirationღ .
Aside from that, i am a drama addict . yes, it is what i do on my free time: watching asian dramas online .
from hong kong tvb dramas, taiwanese idol dramas, to japanese and korean dramas ive watched most of them .
What else can i say ? I'm a FOB ;D
I reside in the GTA, Woodbridge to be exact .From the then to now, I have learned so much from other people. I'm trying my hardest to live in the present and not in the past, looking forward and not looking back .
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It's those little things ..
Reminders
to buy - ۰G-Star Jacket
۰clothes&belts
۰green, silver, purple, yellow chucks
to watch -
۰Coffee Prince
۰Clue Collectors
۰Orange days
۰Mars
۰Calling Big Star
Quotes
{ MY life is like a flower that hasn't bloomed yetFrom the start of this youth,
I want to treasure it and have no regrets
WHAT'S wrong with falling down?
You can always stand up again.
FARAWAY, to a place where there are no tears left to cry.
EVERYONE feels pain.
But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals
With life, it's like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a teasure
Let's believe in that.
WHEN my existence seems to disappear
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can
From now on, I'll deliberate slowly,
I won't be impatient
I won't be greedy
I won't give up
because everyone takes things step by step. } --1 Litre of Tears .
I want to see you, and with the mere thought of you, I smiled silly .. you made me into a fool --
YOU make me smile inside, whenever I see you, I may look like an idiot, but my face & my heart smiles as well . --
IF you every feel like letting go, I won't let you fall . --
THE sky should have been the same as always seemed like a totally different one. --Koizora
LIFE without friends is like life without sunlight . --Aaron Yan
Never shed a tear for the stress from work, because it's your choice! --Jiro Wang
You can use love to gain the whole world, you can also use hate to lose the whole world. --Aaron Yan
Follow the notes upon the journey.
At first sight marks one's destiny.
Upon the voyage come to an end.
Return lies within hasty keys. --Unspeakable Secret.
Music is power. It makes us cry, it makes us laugh, it makes us feel in invincable, it makes feel weak. It stimulates our emotions to something we cannot describe. It inspires us to do things no one else could talk us into. It is a mysteriously elegant way to simply say, "live." Music is always the answer. Now all we need to do is find the question. --
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Saturday, July 11, 2009 2:21 PM
O1O— it cuts like a knife .
oh shiet .
july 11th . still reminiscing .. when will this be all gone, forgotten, and i can continue on with my life ?
i feel like im the only one whos living in the past, the one whos still thinking .. it hurts so much to know . to hear about you .
& i thought that we would be friends ? what happened to that ?
i thought we would still talk ? what happened to that ?
fack, im killing myself even more . ill be the bad person here . i will forget, i will move on . i will not care .
this promise, was made to be broken. broken by the both of us . thank you . thanks for making me fall so hard . but yknow what ? if you're going to move on . i will get back up by myself & walk away with a smile on my face . thank you . you gave me a lesson . this valuable lesson that i would never forget .
so, you dont care . & i won't care either .
youre the one who decided to break this friendship promise . i will be the one who you can forget . just forget & leave me forgotten . cos, this will be my decision . & dont forget , once im forgotten, i will get back up from this fall, and be walking infront of you with that real smile . that smile you wont be able to see because im way off to somewhere else . thanks .
and dont be mistaken , i was the one at fault . but this is taking it too far . wayyy too far . i thought that promise we made was going to go on forever . but theres no such thing as forever anymore . i was sorry i really was . cos how many times have i said sorry to you ? i aint taking those sorrys back, & i aint saying anymore sorry . cos i had enough . & im going to get back up . not matter how long or how much it takes , cos i know this will hurt, but it wont hurt as much as that time when we parted away . it will , cut like a knife . july 11th . two months after . remember this . 'cos i aint coming back .
july 11th . still reminiscing .. when will this be all gone, forgotten, and i can continue on with my life ?
i feel like im the only one whos living in the past, the one whos still thinking .. it hurts so much to know . to hear about you .
& i thought that we would be friends ? what happened to that ?
i thought we would still talk ? what happened to that ?
fack, im killing myself even more . ill be the bad person here . i will forget, i will move on . i will not care .
this promise, was made to be broken. broken by the both of us . thank you . thanks for making me fall so hard . but yknow what ? if you're going to move on . i will get back up by myself & walk away with a smile on my face . thank you . you gave me a lesson . this valuable lesson that i would never forget .
so, you dont care . & i won't care either .
youre the one who decided to break this friendship promise . i will be the one who you can forget . just forget & leave me forgotten . cos, this will be my decision . & dont forget , once im forgotten, i will get back up from this fall, and be walking infront of you with that real smile . that smile you wont be able to see because im way off to somewhere else . thanks .
and dont be mistaken , i was the one at fault . but this is taking it too far . wayyy too far . i thought that promise we made was going to go on forever . but theres no such thing as forever anymore . i was sorry i really was . cos how many times have i said sorry to you ? i aint taking those sorrys back, & i aint saying anymore sorry . cos i had enough . & im going to get back up . not matter how long or how much it takes , cos i know this will hurt, but it wont hurt as much as that time when we parted away . it will , cut like a knife . july 11th . two months after . remember this . 'cos i aint coming back .
♫Stevie Hoang - i'll be fine .
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all
now deep down inside you
know it cuts like a knife
but im too proud to show it
pain in my chest (it feels)
like i lost my breath
she just doesnt know it
so many things that im dying to say
but i cant seem to tell her
its killing me, to know that she wants to leave
but im not gonna beg her to stay (no)
cause i got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears falling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying
you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine
you aint got to tell me that we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
there no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all
i cant believe, that i fell so deep
and i let my heart so open
now i gotta try, to keep it inside
these words, are better left unspoken
cause i still got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears fallling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying
you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine
you aint got to tell me the we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
theres no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all
girl i'll be fine (said i'll be fine)
theres no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all
now deep down inside you
know it cuts like a knife
but im too proud to show it
pain in my chest (it feels)
like i lost my breath
she just doesnt know it
so many things that im dying to say
but i cant seem to tell her
its killing me, to know that she wants to leave
but im not gonna beg her to stay (no)
cause i got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears falling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying
you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine
you aint got to tell me that we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
there no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all
i cant believe, that i fell so deep
and i let my heart so open
now i gotta try, to keep it inside
these words, are better left unspoken
cause i still got my pride, im not gonna cry
there wont be no tears fallling from these eyes
dont need her to see
that its killing me
so this is what im saying
you dont have to worry about me
girl, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again
girl, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay
girl, i'll be fine
girl, i'll be fine
you aint got to tell me the we can still be friends
you aint gotta make no excuses and pretend
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
theres no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all
its better if we dont speak at all, at all, at all, at all
girl i'll be fine (said i'll be fine)
theres no need to call
its better if we dont speak at all
'cos it's better if we don't speak at all .
♫2Ne1 - i don't care
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